I probably should stop. . .

LYING and RUNNING away from the truth that. I love you guys. I’ve missed you guys. Life hasn’t been the same since I decided to leave. Yes I am talking about you guys in-

w453

Hmm. Yes this post to dedicated to most of you guys! Cos’ according to Edwin you guys have been growing, I guess I might not know half of you! Anyway, when you guys came down it reminded me of how much fun and hard times we went through together, how Edwin would come every cellgroup, and feel like giving up but we kept pushing on. It also reminds me of our first Thanksgiving cellgroup, gosh we may as well have hugged each other and cried.

Hmm.So now I’ve decided to embark on a new journey where I learn to love my friends. That is my goal for 2009.

i find comfort in you .

I’m sure the guys from W453 are dying to check out my blog and find out more on what i’ve been upto. Well i’ve been emo-ing for an unknown period of time. And do take the stuff i post on my blog with a pinch of salt, as i’m kinda straight-forward and blunt.

Haha its kinda weird that people actually miss me. I mean come on, I’m not THAT interesting, neither have i really impacted any of your guys lives. I’m just Seelan, and i live in my own world, the world where i am SANe__.

Rosalyn reminded me earlier that we 2 know each other for approximately 6 years. And truthfully i am embarrased and ashamed to say that I to a certain extent know less about her than, some of my other friends. I think i should work on being a friend.

PS. For those who read my last post must be shocked, well its the truth. Its what i have been pondering the whole year. And its also the reason i sometimes avoid you guys.

PPS. Yeah check out my Insane Scribblings page, the link to the tagboard is there.

god has daddy issues .

How can one person rumoured to be so loving and forgiving, leave his children to rot out in the world, without taking them back. I mean come on if you’re gonna call yourself father, at least act like one. Come on which father lets his children rot in the world, make them devote their lives to him like servants, and still do nothing in helping his children. Instead makes them go through this whole ritual of being cleansed and sinless, before they even get close to being appreciated by their father. This is LOVE? Yeah right.

The best way to show your children you love them, is to kill your “best” son by crucification, and turn away from him in his darkest hour. WAY TO GO “DAD”! He most probably cannot stand us all, he must be drinking his wines and creating someother screwed up species on the other end of the universe.

Ouh yeah in the spirit of the season.-

Merry you.sent.your.son.to.be.slaughtered.and.turned.your.face.from.him.in.his.darkest.hour-mas!

yeah screw all of you .

its darker .

Yes the world just got a lil darker. I would like to push across the point that, NO I am not emo. I just ponder the world’s contradictions the only way possible. And would love some readers comments at the end of the day cos’ if you guys are really reading this crap, that sometimes may get pretty sweet/awesome, i can actually be motivated to write a lil more.

It’s kinda weird that all this came to me the instance i started playing Spiderman Web Of Shadows (TM)(c). It goes something like this Black Cat to Spiderman “How do you- THE AMAZING SPIDERMAN? At the end of every crime fighting spree. Go back to being PLAIN OLD Peter Parker at the end of the day.”. I mean at the end of the day, I was doing lots of soul-searching, hopefully this blog searches not only my soul but yours.

SANe__.